| semester 1 over, new ink pens and tshirts |
[Jun. 17th, 2009|02:57 pm] |
fffffuck yeh semester 1 is over and ive SURVIVED...i mean passed...yes
one subject i lacked in...gah...should be ok tho since we pretty much continue on from there on anyway
i got the all new exclusive super awesome amazing aluminum copic ink pens, refillable, you can replace the nibs and they are super fuckin sexy augh *gnaws on them*
i got an exciting new story in the works, ill be posting some concept shit soon'
also found the cutest little shop in northbridge called the butcher shop. you can buy custom stuff to paint like shoes, boxes, dolls, even make your own badges and tshirts in any colours you want. i have some groovey ideas for tshirts XD i can hardly wait to go and get some printed up. |
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| Martine |
[Jun. 3rd, 2009|05:04 pm] |
OH GOD WHAT A FREAK!
shes based on an albino praying mantis i once saw at work, but it didnt have the blood red eyes...they just suit martine
shes nice but she's scary :C
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| sexy |
[May. 27th, 2009|05:11 pm] |
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| owljam |
[May. 16th, 2009|04:52 pm] |
hork |
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| Derick |
[May. 16th, 2009|03:15 pm] |
dude for the new story
hes a redesign of a certain angel dude o mine 9v9 its still not totally clicking with me but...ill get there... hopefully. |
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| 100 theme challenge |
[May. 15th, 2009|05:58 pm] |
time for some brain juicing
or brain...juicing uppering? ...
THE 100 THEME CHALLENGE
aughughgu ive said id do this in the past and NEVER DID
lo and behold immah try again now
since im brain dead
tho i did come up with a new story which should turn out sort of awesome if i stick to it >_> its nothing any of you know about. hurr
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
fugggggginhell its long..... WELP here goes nothing |
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| i suck at layton |
[May. 8th, 2009|03:44 pm] |
i suck at playing layton AUGH I FEEL SO DUMB
also schools going pretty good, im getting work done better than i thought i would be. its quite fun too. cept one assignment where we have to like... trace a watch in illustrator cept PERFECTO AUUUUGH
today ive felt a bit lonely and lame in general
i feel like ive been a rather horrible person to many of my friends. im sorry for those ive treated like doormatts. i really am. i do love my friends and i regret being so nasty those times. i really dont meant it.
also heres some mushy love doodle of 30's ben and lolly being sleepy
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| of black circles and robots |
[May. 4th, 2009|09:32 pm] |
weeent to the art gallery today for an assignment. and i found this picture
i dont know why but
i love this image.
its engaging and it draws me in. i wanna dive into that fathomless black circle...it's so black it glows somehow. glowing black. this is prolly the only painting id ever want to hang on my wall and stare at forever. it makes me feel so many things.
stupid huh?
also read this manga
http://www.onemanga.com/Pluto/ STUNNING comic. stunning.
also have sum ASTROBOI and #44 from the astro saga "hot dog corps"
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| one day |
[Apr. 25th, 2009|07:24 am] |
one till till my bday (over here anyway)
i will be 21
how time has flown. i feel the same as i always have
if not a little smarter
also, been like collecting military bits to wear for months now
and the fuckin gods of fashion
now declare its the IN THING
srsly...im actually really pissed about this... fuckin...UGH |
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| GIMP SHAMAN WIP |
[Mar. 10th, 2009|10:55 am] |
aaah trying to create a gimp a day -3- its fun, and i just bought a bunch of beautiful green copic sketch markers, all earthy and mossy and delish. This is the Gimp shaman elder C: hes not like TOTES magical but he can philosophize, and does all that prediction crap and some medicinal things. Hes the oldest gimp in Nimble's clan
( PICCY, SO CLICKY ) |
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| THING |
[Mar. 8th, 2009|12:24 pm] |
no i dont have a good title lol
anyway im feeling tired and stringy after doing my night shift this morning |3, after every shift i feel a bit nauseous and bleery and my muscles dont seem to wanna work
ANYWAY im surprisingly not depressed today lmfao. I've been on a diet this week (will be for a while) and im too nervous to go and weigh myself ;; i will tho and ill post how much i lost this week, i hope its a decent amount, ive worked my butt off.
school wise i was supposed to use this week to do homework and i did NONE. all thats due TOMORROW is a boring ass history of graphic design essay which im sure wont take me even an hour, and my finished colour assignment. god damn i procrastinate so much, it doesnt help i LEFT MY PENCIL CASE AT WORK.
while looking for my homework book in the library, i stumbled across spectrum 11. its got some amazing and inspiring works! alot of them are done in paint and traditional mediums, and it really makes me want to take my art further.
( MOAR BORING STUFF and DRAWINGS OF STUFF ) |
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| artwork and being bored with it |
[Feb. 28th, 2009|06:25 pm] |
i dunno if this is prolly an art block but im too BORED of my work to like make or draw anything new, even new characters and ideas seems like a total chore, its kinda sucky and tiring. i feel so... you know... whats the word
slack
but hard to pick myself up
i prolly just feel like this cos its a worknight
i just feel dissapointed in my own work at the moment. i dont get excited about it AT ALL anymore |
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| Meme for 2008 |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|08:47 am] |
snagged from vikingcarrot
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
got a job and lost a job
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i cant remember what last years one was ;_; yeh i have a resolution for 2009, To try and like myself.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
not that i know of, tho ive seen a ton of class mates from school with babies, which freaks me out.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
none lol ;n; stupid australia! so hard to get away from.
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
confidence, no money problems, more irl friends, a 20% skill increase in the first few months of '09
7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
just december as a whole, its left me feeling rather small and shriveled
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
....nothin. some big painting.
9. What was your biggest failure?
everything else.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i got tonsillitis, some weird thing with my eye (which btw still hasn't fully healed)and anxiety related stomach issues. oh and gastro
11. What was the best thing you bought?
an ipod
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
nobodies lol
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
mine
14. Where did most of your money go?
god knows, srsly. oh and rent for parents
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
nothing :c
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
i dont care
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? The same.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
been less paranoid, drew more, developed my own stories, not cared what everyone else thinks all the time.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being paranoid D8
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
spent at home with mum, her hubby and my bro, playing wii bowling
21. At any point in this past year did you do something that you consider to be completely out of your usual character?
i dont really know
22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
no :c
23. How many one-night stands?
none
24. What was your favourite TV program?
keroro gunso, gordon ramseys kitchen nightmares, walking with monsters;dinosaurs;beasts;cavemen, flapjack, ....arthur (SRSLY I WATCHED THE WHOLE FUCKIN SERIES)
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i dont really hate anyone
26. What was the best book you read?
uhm, a book called "slave" a true story about a girl in africa taken from her home and sent to an arab country to be a slave for 20 years. its a very touching and sad story, very worth reading.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
metal gear solid music, nearly everything on my ipod, bond.
28. What did you want and get?
a really awesome student saddle bag. man its kickass.
29. What did you want and not get?
a nintendo DS BAWWW but we had a tight budget this xmas
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
i dont go to see many, the one i enjoyed the most that we got was little miss sunshine
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 20 and went to a craft and antique fair with my mum
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
just drawing what i wanted to all the time and not care what others think, winning the lottery.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
jeans and a top lol
34. What kept you sane?
drawing, music, small moments of serenity
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
they all suck
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
OBAMA
37. Who did you miss?
lots
38. Who was the best new person you met?
a few
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
yeh, STFU
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
nope |
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| blueeee |
[Dec. 25th, 2008|10:22 pm] |
Your result for The Color Code Test...
Color Code: BLUE: The Social Butterfly9% Red, 63% Blue, 26% White and 3% Yellow! 
Here is the basics: For a more in depth analysis, I suggest you look up the Color Code, and take a more intensive test. BLUE MOTIVE: Intimacy BLUE NEEDS: To be good (morally), To be understood, To be appreciated, Acceptance. BLUE WANTS: To reveal insecurities, Quality, Autonomy, Secuirity. SUMMARY: Blues are motivated by altruism. They love to do nice things for others. they look for opportunites to give up something in order to bring another person happiness. selflessness rather than selfishness is their guiding philosophy. Blues seek intimacy. They want to be loved and to love. A true blue will sacrifice a successful career to improve an important relationship. Blues crave being understood. They are gratified when they are listened to, when they feel understood and appreciated. Blues may have thier hearts broken more than most people, but they also spend much more time in love. Blues are directed by a strong moral conscience. They have a moral code that guides them in their decision making, their value judgements, and their leisure time. A blue would rather lose than cheat. Ethically, blues are people who should be in positions of power, but seldom are.
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| detached |
[Dec. 14th, 2008|05:53 pm] |
i feel detached from everyone
someone please throw this old dog some love ;_; |
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| hurf nurf |
[Dec. 3rd, 2008|04:34 pm] |
Everyone is so QUIET lately. of course i blame myself whenever that happens, even tho its not my fault 83;
anyway. i think im going to have to put LIVING in America on hold, i mean, i can still visit, but i think its wiser to study before i go to America. im going to go for graphic design again, which leads onto illustration in the second year. i tried it a couple of years back but gave up cos i found it too hard at the time. at least this time around i know what to expect. and..i just really want to make something of myself!
of course im DAMN DAMN sad that i cant just fly off to America to live with nat and shifty. but srsly what the heck better could i do than work in a fast food place till im thirty. I found out i cant get a student loan in America. so...its best to do it here. it would be alot better, being a proper graphic designer/illustrator rather than winging it.
at least this way im not rushing anyone. things will be better as a result of it. ill still save up to visit during my holidays <3 ilu guys very very much.
other matters! I'm going to joib void ...again...or at least TRY to again
i always give up but NOT THIS TIME hohoho
im using Andrea and (with nats permission) Lila (of course lilas not a fighter character for me to use, shes just a part of andreas story). they open up a diner in the city, badly chosen spot with quite alot of crime around. WHAT FUN THEY SHALL HAVE.
also, hopefully starting a new night job at another gas sation up the road after the other one hired me before i even did a shift (i asked too much about the payroll) |
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